lost of direction

daydreaming ....
no mood to do my assignments , write seminar reports ...

a lecturer has affected me in the moment ...
he said a truism in his lesson ...
"forgot about yesterday , tomorrow doesn't exist , so live for today "

suddenly ,
i realized that
time is so so so important for us
but i always wasted my time in "Online Poker"

i didn't give up this bad habit ...
even, i have addicted more serious than before ...
everyday i lie people in the game
n make it as my fun ...
sometimes , i corporate with my friends to get more chips from others ...
i am wondering if they had been trapped easily ....
are they foolish ?
who know ? God will know ... hahaha !!!

oh my goodness !!!
am i normal ?

i am worry if i lose my soul ...

cheating people is fun for me
but it will hurt others ...

when can i stop this game ?

now the most important is
i should work harder ...
i must stop this game !!!
work hard for my first semester ...
cannot waste my parents' money anymore ...

Sin Karen , you must fight for your future !!!