my first time to...

this is my first time go 1-Utama
after i broke with her...
everything at there is same
but my mood is different ....
nobody know my mind ...
nobody know what i need ...
i lost my soul
walked at the same place
waiting her name will appear on my phone screen
it didn't
she won't call me ...

it still got 1% of hope ...
i never give up
hope i can turn the situation ...
i believe myself ...
same as the song which sung by R.Kelly ...
"I Believe I Can Fly"
the day we broke up
i was sad
but now ,
i am happy
i enjoy my new life
although i decided to study last month because of her
i never regret

what i know is
i must study hard
and success in my future
earn a lot of money
the day is coming soon
i will realize it ...
then i won't worry about my love anymore ...

what i posted not what i thought
just my feeling at 2 months ago ...
don't misunderstand ya !!!

why should i do this ?

hey , yo !
my 1st time blogging in English ...
it is difficult for me ...
i have spent about 3 hours to write it ...
>< bcoz of the 20% !!!
my assignment !!!!
how cum got such useless work ?
however ,
it will be my first step of my English improvement ...
^^

lost of direction

daydreaming ....
no mood to do my assignments , write seminar reports ...

a lecturer has affected me in the moment ...
he said a truism in his lesson ...
"forgot about yesterday , tomorrow doesn't exist , so live for today "

suddenly ,
i realized that
time is so so so important for us
but i always wasted my time in "Online Poker"

i didn't give up this bad habit ...
even, i have addicted more serious than before ...
everyday i lie people in the game
n make it as my fun ...
sometimes , i corporate with my friends to get more chips from others ...
i am wondering if they had been trapped easily ....
are they foolish ?
who know ? God will know ... hahaha !!!

oh my goodness !!!
am i normal ?

i am worry if i lose my soul ...

cheating people is fun for me
but it will hurt others ...

when can i stop this game ?

now the most important is
i should work harder ...
i must stop this game !!!
work hard for my first semester ...
cannot waste my parents' money anymore ...

Sin Karen , you must fight for your future !!!