my first time to...

this is my first time go 1-Utama
after i broke with her...
everything at there is same
but my mood is different ....
nobody know my mind ...
nobody know what i need ...
i lost my soul
walked at the same place
waiting her name will appear on my phone screen
it didn't
she won't call me ...

it still got 1% of hope ...
i never give up
hope i can turn the situation ...
i believe myself ...
same as the song which sung by R.Kelly ...
"I Believe I Can Fly"
the day we broke up
i was sad
but now ,
i am happy
i enjoy my new life
although i decided to study last month because of her
i never regret

what i know is
i must study hard
and success in my future
earn a lot of money
the day is coming soon
i will realize it ...
then i won't worry about my love anymore ...

what i posted not what i thought
just my feeling at 2 months ago ...
don't misunderstand ya !!!